I sent Enes a message last night basically detailing my affection for him. I assumed he would reciprocate, he didn’t exactly. Here’s how it went down.
Enes, I’m so happy that we got a second chance to get to know each other. I can’t even remember all that transcribed two years ago with us, but I sense it was my general business and some cultural misunderstands. But either way I wanted to say for sure this time around that you make me feel so euphoric when I think and am around you. I can tell that you have a white heart and I’m happy to share some truly magnificent moments with you. I’ve been feeling that for some time now and I was perhaps afraid of reaction if I told you. But either way, you make me feel like no other has ever. Iyi aksamlar my seer little cricket. Besous
I can never be that poetic in English I finaly had a chance to read. It was again a crazy busy day :S I had a horrible relationship recently Ashley, she in a way had fucked up my life. Its been some time but I have still some deteriorated mental health caused by the break up. You are one of the most charming girls I have ever seen. So, it would be pure stupidity If I reject such a girl. Yet, I don’t wanna rush into a strict relationship for now just not to lead a heart breaking. Also my boss is going to send me to Algeria in two months. I will be probably taking french classes until than. Therefore, I feel that I would have trouble to live there if I become overly attached to someone. However, I wil not definetely show a negative reaction to share something with you. How can anyone do so ?
I appreciate your honesty and I understand that you are still healing from your ex. I won’t push it. How long will you stay in Algeria?
His response caught me off guard. I thought we would surely be together and I literally burst into tear when I read his message. It’s a rejection letter basically. “It’s not you, It’s me.” I’m working on me right now. Blah blah. Why was he leading me on before!? What’s the point!? I’m..just in such a bad mood now and I want to for sure move back to the states.